yesterday(november 4 2oo9),
meet up with dearest sis, fad &lil harith &went for window-shopping at bugis. &man, i need to buy more tops &jeans.went inside dorothy perkins &&im inlove with their bags. costs $59. thought of asking daddy to bought it for me, but depends if i able to behave myself well within these 2weeks. means= NO CLUBBING FOR ME.
oh SH*T! -.-"

but before i met up with dearest sister, i bumped into my classmate; azfar at bedok mac.
&&ooohhh, he's getting preettyy hot these days. maklum la budak ns. tapi sayannng, prangai mcm sundal. haha. he told me that he is on blind date with his friend recommendation. &&im sure he were preetyyy upset as the girl didnt attract his eyes. have lunch with him, & he send me to bugis. asking him to join us, but he seems tired. well, guardsman pe, mesti la penat. kesiiiannnn dieeeeee. thnks azfar. kisskiss.

after meet up with loved`ones, went to longjohn silver as lil harith havent taken his lunch. &as usual, fad have golden deal 1, sister &lil harith; golden deal 2, &me; chocolate cream pie.
munch, &munch. &off to bugis junction to change lil harith diaper.
&we took some pictures for the day.

&&soon we're headed back home, early. as fad need to work tomorrow morning.

&&i think i gain weight a lil bit. but hey, like what chacha says; `fat is beautiful.
betol kn chacha. hehehe. ok, i wanna sleeep.
gdnyt girlfriends! &sweetdreams. muacks

00:36

currently im listening to love songs. &&getting emotional as day goes by.
yesterday luqman hakim suppose to bring me out to bowling, but he didnt had the time as he has to settle his things first. so maybe next time he'll bring me out. so yesterday is my 1st time, break record by laze around at home, watching tv, munch2, playing sorority life at facebook. inthe evening decided to watch 'the notebook' which bring me to tears. how i wish that my love life with someone, will lasting like them. mcm chacha. eventhough she &her bf break up for quite sometimes, they manage to patch things up.

tapi sayangnye, things isnt sweeet like the past. me &the ex-bf simply didnt contact at all.
everyday before i went to sleep. i would rewind back to our sweet &sour memories where all began at bugis street, which i bumped into my 1st love. eye-to-eye, smile to each other, &his bestfriend; ijad joker came to me, asking for my number. &after that, najib &me became a couple. 3112o5; the day our relationship blooms.

i still remember how he kissed me at forehead, telling me how much he loved me &we're making love.
bought me gifts &shower me with hugs &kisses &loves. &i do really proud to have a bf like him, bragging to my girlfriends that i have such a beautiful boyfriend &etc. &sometimes, i would quarrel with my girlfriend, for too much of bragging. haha. those were the days.

but is all ended now. ex-bf is not here with me, for the past 1yr &3months. &&im missing him till im really suffering inside. i need someone shoulder to cry on...
if i had one wish, i wished i could spend just one whole day with him.
just one day, to let out how i feel for this 15months of suffering inside without his presence.

18:29

sometimes i wish that i could turn back the time, thinking how happy i was with the ex-bf.
but now, im suffering inside, thinking of him each &every time. somehow the feeling 'miss' towards him,
grew bigger &bigger. i admit i cant stop thinking of him, but each time i try, im failed to do so.

i remember it very clearly on 16o8o8, we had the biggest quarrel calling each other names &etc on the phone.
&on that day, he asked for a break up. usually when we had a tiff over things, we would talk things out, &things went on smoothly. but that day was a worst day ever. &eversince we broke up, things changed in me. "BIG CHANGES". getting to know lots of guys, drinking with them &etc etc.(confidential.)

few months later, i bumped into the ex-bf, &he were shocked to see me in this state.
from the weight of 78.5kg - 55.7kg, its a big change. we talked for few hours, in bugis burger king,
&he advice me alot. telling me not to easily trust in guys word. coz guys will not mean it what they says.
the ex-bf simply disappointed in me, & i dont know why. but my instincts tell me that he knew my life now.
maybe one of my friend know him.

&i just broke down to tears as he tell me our journey of 2yrs &8months relationship with him.
coz as u wanna know, he's my 1st love.
haiz, i feel like crying now. & needed someone to lend me his shoulder to cry on.

&since that day, i took his advice. never ever to trust guys word.
because i have been take advantage ALOT.

well, dearest friend; luqman hakim wanna bring me out to bowling today.
wanna getting ready now. nati lambat ade je die memekak nati. si pakyem tuu.
for sat &sun(31oct &1nov) &photos will post the next time, i update.


mmmmaaakkkkkkk!!!!!!!! akkkkuuuuuu laaaaapppppaaaRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!

11:16

hey guys. yesterday outing was fun!! & i mean, HELL FUN!!!
with the guys were lost, &us girls were tipsy tipsy horny.(haha)
&now, im just woke up, feeling dehydrated, hungry, reeks of liquors
body aching, ignoring mum`s nagging, smsing with dearest sister.

yesterday before heading down to meet fad &the gangs at clarke quay, i meeting
my sweetest friend; luqman hakim at bedok. accompany him &his cousin; ayit to wisma, then ion orchard,
just looking for his belt &shoe. told me that he gonna be partying at dblo, eventually he didnt turn up.
took some pictures before they went home.






nie pontianak ke ape sey??


while waiting fad to arrive, dania &me took some pictures to kill time.


now, its my syiok sendiri photo session. =)
aku nie memang vain giler.


after 10-20mins waiting looking at people &disturbing the aunties, fadli; the b`day boy arrived. he wear sumthing which attract dania eyes. &they exchange kisses. haiz, sweeetnyeee.

he never fail to make me smile. i love u, big-bro!

meet fathiah, abas, fadholick &his gf outside club.

bought 2jugs of redbull vodka, one for me &the other for dania. aizat the bear came, give me 1mug of jagerbomb. sumpah, rase mcm obat batok sey. dont ever try. the taste is SUCKS.

i dont perspire like a lady, i sweat like a man.

after club ended, hakim called me whether i wanna join them to sentosa, but i reject his offer as i was freaking tipsy. sorry yeah hakim. maybe next time we go togetha aite. now, i wanna go &bathe, smell stinks already. fetching lil niece at pioneer later on. currently i missing someone. i hope u do missed me too. =(

13:13

wanie;kawaii sweet 19. loud. simply adorable
im a girl who likes
to be pampered with
♥care&romance
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girlfriends;

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